Conversations With God

What is it you're looking for?

That's a good question. What am I looking for? Answers I guess.

Answers to what?

I don't know. My life I uess? What to do? Where to go maybe? What you're going to do?

And what would you do with those answers?

I don't know, prepare I guess? Try to get there?

Because it's within your means to get there right? Because if you knew where you were going you could get there.

Uhh I guess not. Not without you at least.

Then what's the problem?

Uhh I don't know, I guess it'd just be nice to know.

Right. What, do you not trust me to get you to where I want to safely?

Honestly, I guess I kinda don't. I dunno, I want to say I do, but that'd end up innaccurate.

Yea, "innaccurate." Why do you have a hard time trusting me?

I don't know. I'm human.

I know you are.

I'm trying though.

Yea I know. But your problem isn't that you aren't trying hard enough, it's that you keep forgetting how much I love you. You forget how awesome I am.

Yea I do. I just keep getting distracted by other things.

You know I love you right?

Yep.

No really, I love you. Like, I really really love you. I don't think you really get that. I don't think you really understand what that entails.

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It's more than just some kind of lame "I <3 You" thing. I want only good things for you. When you are happy, I'm happy. When you are having a hard time, it absolutely destroys me. It breaks my heart. It's a total "Dude lets hang out. We never do anything together anymore. I miss you" thing. I'm totally crazy about you.

And what are you going to do with me?

For the time being, I'm going to take the noob out of you.

But that hurts.

I know it does. But you'd rather spend all eternity being a noob?

I guess not.

I'm not going to lie, it's going to be long and painful. But one day, you'll be perfect. Isn't that exciting?

Totally. It can't come faster.

You're always so impatient. Chill out a bit and focus on what's going on today. Not what might or will happen sometime down the line. I know what I'm doing. It'll work out. Do you trust me?

Yea. But I can't gaurantee that that won't change. Again, I'm human.

Yea well, there's grace for that.

Thanks.